War

By: Jalal Barzanji  

 

 

This  poem originally written in Kurdish in 1993

 

                          1

 

It was war

That made my first morning sad

It was war

That cast my book to the sea

It was war

That left me repeatedly exiled

It was war

That destroyed me evening play ground

It was war

That deprived me of (garment)’s flowers

It was war

That drove me to despair

It was war

That made me useless

                           

                    2

 

 

War is found in all aspects

War is flying soul between being and not being

War is record of atrocities

Between one war and anther, is barren flower.

Between cease –fire and cease fire

Is startled sleep.

                 3

 

 Since my beginning

I have been locked inside

Afence  with door shut behind me

Since my beginning , I have been embraced

In the convexity of the cease –fire

Since me beginning I have been like a vanquished army

Sitting idly behind walls

Or

Like an answering device

For another war combat.

 

                4

 

I am tired

I am tired of war

There has never been an evening, that allowed me to throw down my gun, dust myself ,take of me belt.

Sleep softly,

With out having to be awakened by anther morning battle

I am tired

I am tired of war

War is with out victories and defeats

I am tired

Since my beginning, I have been wandering

From war to war.

 


 

           

 

15/10/2007

 

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